Labor Day Laziness

I took off Thursday and Friday to give me a 5 day weekend over the Labor Day Weekend.  All this has accomplished is that I really don't want to go back to work.  :(  I really don't mind my job, it's just that I like being home more.  And let's face it, who wouldn't want to quit working and do whatever they wanted to.  I just need the money to be able to do that, and with the way the economy is going (and the money I have lost in my 401) I feel like I will never be able to retire. 

This weekend has been ok.  I don't feel like I got done what I wanted to get done, or do what I wanted to do.  I did get to read some, and that was nice.  I miss reading a lot.  With 3 small children there isn't a whole lot of time to do what you want to do.  I am already looking forward to the time I am taking off in October around my birthday.  A whole week!  I can't wait!

I don't feel like me and my hubby are getting along very well right now.  I'm hoping it's just the stress of trying to find a place to move to and then the inevitable move.  I will be glad when we find something and get the process started.  Right now with the not knowing what is going to happen, I can feel the pressure and it's very uncomfortable.  So, this stresses both of us (because he did tell me he can feel the pressure too) and we aren't getting along.  It's kinda sad really.  You would think this would bring us closer together, but it really doesn't.  He said that he wouldn't have a problem with me looking for a rental by myself.  This puts added pressure on me.  I looked for the houses and sent them to my realtor friend so that we could see them and when my hubby wound up going with me, he didn't like the area around all but 1 of them.  If he had been more involved when I was looking online, that wouldn't have happened.  I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle and it's a little depressing.

I have to keep telling myself that this too shall pass.  I must remain positive.  So, here I am spilling into my blog instead of fighting about it with my hubby.  I hope I'm making the right decision.  Mainly because I'm so tired of fighting. 

Hope everyone has a great week!